When I was in my 20s, I made the choice to have an abortion. I thought it would be a quick decision, something I could do and forget about. I never imagined it would follow me, like a heavy weight I couldn’t shake.
I thought I’d go through with it and life would go back to normal, but that’s not what happened. After the procedure, something inside me felt different. The vibrant, carefree person I used to be started to fade. Instead, I felt like I was just going through the motions. The abortion lingered in my heart with a deep sadness and overwhelming shame, and I couldn’t understand why. I thought it would be over, but instead, I was stuck with feelings I wasn’t prepared for: guilt, regret, anger, sorrow, and endless “what ifs.”
For more than 20 years, I kept this all buried, afraid of being judged or rejected. It wasn’t until a close friend noticed something was wrong and asked me what was holding me back that I finally let my guard down. That’s when I realized I needed healing – real, honest healing – and I began my journey toward it.
I wrote this book for women like me—those who are looking for healing from the pain of past abortions. I used to think that kind of hurt could never fully heal, but now I know it is possible. I truly believe that every woman can experience healing, restoration, and a life filled with joy and purpose again.
My book, Healing the Impossible: Reclaiming Your Destiny After Abortion Loss, is a reflection of my own healing journey. It’s a story of how forgiveness and love can truly transform us. I wrote it with the hope that it will offer you comfort, strength, and help guide you toward the bright future you deserve.